Hillary Rodham Clinton, acknowledging tirades and tears over her husband's affair with a White House intern, says President Bill Clinton lied to her about the relationship until the weekend before he admitted as much to a grand jury.
Clinton, now a Democratic US senator from New York, vividly describes her pain over the betrayal in Living History, her new memoir covering her eight years in the White House. A copy of the book, which goes on sale Monday, was obtained by reporters.
"The most difficult decisions I have made in my life were to stay married to Bill and to run for the Senate from New York," she writes.
She says she accepted her husband's story at first -- that he had befriended the intern, Monica Lewinsky, when she asked for job-hunting help, "had talked to her a few times" -- and that the relationship had been horribly misconstrued.
"For me, the Lewinsky imbroglio seemed like just another vicious scandal manufactured by political opponents."
More than six months later, with the president preparing to testify before a grand jury, Hillary Clinton was still adamant that her husband had done nothing wrong.
Then, on the morning of Saturday, Aug. 15, 1998, he woke her up, paced at the bedside, and "told me for the first time that the situation was much more serious than he had previously acknowledged."
"He now realized he would have to testify that there had been an inappropriate intimacy. He told me that what happened between them had been brief and sporadic."
He was ashamed and knew she would be angry, she recounts.
"I could hardly breathe. Gulping for air, I started crying and yelling at him, `What do you mean? What are you saying? Why did you lie to me?' I was furious and getting more so by the second. He just stood there saying over and over again, `I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I was trying to protect you and Chelsea.'
Hillary Clinton's book has been highly anticipated. Publisher Simon & Schuster, expecting large sales, ordered an extraordinary first printing of 1 million copies.
The first lady-turned-senator was paid a US$2.85 million advance toward the US$8 million book deal. Foreign rights have already been sold in 16 countries. List price for the book is US$28.
The publisher billed the book as a complete, candid accounting of her years in the White House.
Hillary Clinton said that up until that August morning when her husband confessed, she believed that he was being railroaded and that he had merely been foolish by paying any attention to Lewinsky.
She was incredulous that he would endanger their marriage and family.
"I was dumbfounded, heartbroken and outraged that I'd believed him at all."
She said the president's eyes filled with tears when she told him he would have to confess to their teenage daughter as well.
She ultimately decided she still loved her husband, although "as a wife, I wanted to wring Bill's neck."
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