Canadians were shocked, angered and saddened after learning the fate of a 15-year-old schoolgirl who was found dead, an apparent suicide, five weeks after she uploaded a video to YouTube describing years of bullying that drove her to drugs and alcohol.
Coroner Barb McLintock said on Thursday night that preliminary indications suggest the British Columbia girl, Amanda Todd, killed herself. Her school district’s spokeswoman, Cheryl Quinton, confirmed the girl in the video was her.
In the nine-minute video posted on Sept. 7, the 10th-grader and cheerleader did not speak, but told her story in haunting detail in a series of handwritten notes that she held up to the camera.
She said she was lured by a stranger to expose her breasts on a webcam and the picture ended up on a Facebook page made by the stranger, to which her friends were added.
She wrote of being plunged into anxiety, depression, drugs and alcohol. She said she changed schools, but an encounter with another girl’s boyfriend started the bullying again, which this time escalated into a physical attack in which she said she was beaten.
When she got home, she wrote, she drank bleach. “It killed me inside and I thought I actually was going to die.”
She was rushed to a hospital to flush out the bleach. More anxiety, cutting and overdosing followed, her struggles with anxiety and cutting herself got worse, and despite counseling and antidepressants, she was rushed to hospital again after an overdose.
The last cards said simply: “I have nobody. I need someone. My name is Amanda Todd.”
Beneath the video, Todd posted a note saying she produced it not for attention, but “to be an inspiration and to show that I can be strong.”
“Everyone’s future will be bright one day, you just gotta pull through. I’m still here, are not I?” the note added.
Coroner McClintock said she died in her home on Wednesday. Her office released no other details.
Her family could not be reached by phone. The Coquitlam Royal Canadian Mounted Police said the family is not prepared to speak publicly and have asked that their privacy be respected.
The girl’s death was headline news nationally on Friday, with #RIPAmanda trending across Twitter and the Amanda Michelle Todd memorial Facebook page garnering more than 30,000 “likes.”
Cyberbullying experts and criminologists suggested laws be strengthened to allow police to trace cyberbullies through the Internet.