There was really nothing new in the Princess Diana audiotapes aired for the first time Thursday night on American television.
Most of it is familiar from Andrew Morton's 1992 best-selling book, Diana, Her True Story, which is based on the five hours of audiotapes.
But nearly seven years after Diana's violent death in a Parisian highway tunnel car crash, the prospect of actually hearing her voice tell of her depression and bulimia, royal family indifference and search for inner strength was a magnet that far out-trumped any of the modern-day propensity for stars and ordinary people to divulge their innermost feelings over the public airwaves.
It was in fact a voice from the grave of an icon, a secret autobiography recorded under cloak-and-dagger conditions by a close friend, with her knowledge and approval but out of sight of the palace minders. NBC television, which acquired the tapes for an undisclosed amount, must be making a financial killing from the two-part broadcast.
And yes, the tapes revealed things about Diana that did not come across on the printed page.
Diana's sighs and giggles and matter-of-fact description of emotionally traumatic events, for example, don't appear in the book.
She pours out her sadness as she talks about her pain and anguish at age 18, on the eve of her fairy-tale wedding to Prince Charles in 1981. She is desperately in love with the 30-year-old heir to the British throne, yet already aware there was another woman in his life.
She talks about gorging on food and throwing up before the event, already overwhelmed by the voracious public appetite for every detail of her existence. Photographers have been peeping into her apartment window, where she lived when she worked as a kindergarten teacher.
"My wedding day, I think that was the worst day of my life," Diana said.
"I said, I can't marry him, I can't do this. [But her family said] bad luck, doll, your face is already on the tea towel," Diana recalled in soft tones. "I knew I couldn't do anything about it."
In the book, Charles emerged as a callous cad who plucked Diana to satisfy the royal family's demands that he finally marry and produce some offspring, while continuing his dalliance with the married Camilla Parker Bowles.
Diana later was granted a divorce, in 1996, and she became strong enough to make her fight against bulimia public and to tackle social issues such as land mine clearance in Africa and AIDS.
But Diana actually giggles when asked about the days after the all-out royal wedding in Westminster Cathedral.
"The wedding night was strange. I just had tremendous hope in me, which was slashed by day two," she says. She takes a breath, pauses to giggle, then continues to describe how Charles lugged along eight novels by his philosopher-hero, Laurens van der Post, to read during their honeymoon.
Diana was "exhausted" by her honeymoon turmoil, but for all the "wrong reasons," she said, laughing again. Her husband preferred the books to the marriage bed.
On the trip, which took them to Egypt, she recalls how Charles wore cufflinks with two entwined Cs engraved on them for Charles and Camilla as the royal couple prepared to meet with president Anwar Sadat. She challenged him, and asked him if they were a present from Camilla. He said yes.
"And boy, did we have a row," she says, with a kick of pride in her voice.
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